I want it, I crave it, I'm in need of it.
All I want to feel right now is the heat of the sun pounding down on me while I sit in my back yard drinking wine and eating hamburgers fresh off the barbecue. I want to walk around outside in bare feet (provided Coco hasn't left something unpleasant in the grass) and, believe it or not, I want to cut the grass. For once I don't think that going down south would work and the tanning bed definately doesn't do it for me. I can stand in it for only a few minutes before I go crazy with boredom.
I guess in the long run I have come to the fact that I definatly suffer from Seasonal Depression. I think a large population of the world does...but I know for sure that I do. I am nothing more than lethargic on my days off. I don't want to do anything. All I have to do is think.....2 more months-ish 2 more months-ish. Dear Lord let it only be 2 more months.
On another note. I feel lately that I am working so hard to reach certain goals in my life but I can't seem to make the hit. I love my job and I have so much fun doing it but I definately need a break....problem being, I work so hard but I don't make enough money to take a week off!!! I know that the two people reading this would agree with me. You are in the same boat too.
I know I am appreciated at work but lately I constantly feel that I'm not quite doing enough all the time. On top of that, a certain person that I work with just doesn't pull her load and I can't stand that. I work my butt off for a 50% comission and she gets paid a wage (for the time being), and I feel bad if I want to take a lunch break. Meanwhile....she likes to take one hour lunch breaks on Saturdays when we only work a 6 hour shift!!! HONEST TO GOD!!!!! Argh.
I have had 2 AG classes booked, both with good 'ole Brucie....both cancelled. I just can't get ahead. That's all......it's exhausting.
Okay, I'm done ranting. Sorry for the excrutiatingly long post.
AND by the way.......loved the dress on the chick who won for Best Actress last night on the Oscars. She lookes like a mermaid!!! Beautiful.
Sincerely,
The girl who needs a little sunshine in her life.
Me
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I think you just wrote everything I've been thinking this week!
One of my profs yesterday said that in a months time we will be wearing shorts....with a windchill of -25 today, I'm a bit skeptical. However, a vacation to Toronto is minimal moola....free place to stay, eat, etc. But sunshine, I ain't got it.
p.s. Can I come over for a glass of wine, a burger, and some barefoot lawn lounging?
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